>>69671423Do you want rrats that badly?
She felt pressured to fit the meme goth gf model and wanted to think that she was up to it because giving up from the start would be letting Hololive down. Novelty of being appreciated by thousands of fans and desire to help every schizo novelite feel better at her own expense has been wearing off over time, while stress from acting in the way she didn't like and dealing with constant barrage of mental illness did not.
