>>65176820i cried for three days when anny banned me, though i brought it upon myself. it was worth it, i think. she openly called me weird on stream, and revealed how little she thought of me in the first place. i was just a lurker who barely showed up despite watching her forever. you're only hurting yourself clinging to someone that doesn't like you. i ended up blocking her so i couldn't see her in my recommended, and stopped manually typing out her link. dunno what to do with the plushie. just another source of pain.
