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I really miss her but at the same time it's been so long without anything now that I don't even know how I'm gonna react if she does decide to stream tomorrow or any time in the near future. I guess it's that I absolutely wouldn't miss it but I've gotten so used to expecting nothing I don't even get excited anymore. I'm not even sure what reason she could give that would completely satisfy my disappointment of the silence since she can't even find time to like images on twitter anymore. I just feel so numb and emotionless again and I hate it.