>>57413010Providence is not God (or the universe) delivering gifts for free. It is providing the occasion for you to rise to. Eat the pain and manifest your desires in a way that's plausible.
>>57413312If you feel this way, use them as they use you. Enjoy your fantasies and their entertainment, but carry on as if they effectively don't exist. Why do they get to hold your heart in their hands? Because you let them, and you don't have to.