>>64950089>ffw 1 year>suddenly i start hating her>can't watch her streams without feelings rage and get mad at herUnless she did something fucked up or her behavior changed drastically, you just sound insane. You say you don't want to drop her, but you may have to anyway to save what's left of your sanity.
Have these drastic shifts in feelings happend with real people before? If so, please consider talking to a close friend or family member about this. Or a professional if you have access to one. Vtubers are meant for entertainment. You shouldn't be losing your shit over them.
