>>90617520This is not unlike Fauna, she never liked showing herself becoming too emotional on stream. She did even cut off streams out of nowhere because she was too embarrassed for something, etc.
However, the fact that she quite the straight reason and even specified she didn't dislike being an idol, + graduation and no affiliation make it think like there is a grudge down there.
Also, I personally believe that the reaction to last year's Outer Wilds playthrough broke her. She kept streaming because she felt she has a duty, but she couldn't enjoy dealing with parts of the community anymore.