>>86414389But I like their aspirations to be idols. I want them to make music and perform on stage. I also enjoy their streams. What I dont enjoy is this feeling that they're shifting the gears of their content to grab and foster another completely separate fanbase that will require them to completely shift the content I've personally enjoyed for over a year. They've already been trying less in those JP streams to the point it genuinely feels like they simply do not want me to even be there or even engage whatsoever. And I'VE TRIED SO HARD to be there and engage with them and ALL OF THEIR TWEETS even the JP ones cause I felt like being supportive no matter what was a good thing, but now I'm not feeling it. I feel like they actually get disappointed seeing EN chat messages like mine in their JP streams. Why wouldnt they?? They're streaming at that time cause.lnits a good time for JP fans, why the fuck would they even want me there in the first place? I'm not actually giving them ANYTHING by being there, all I'm doing is frustrating them because I'm forcing their brain to read my stupid english chat message when if they wanted to see that, they would stream at a good time for EN fans right? Theyve talked about how hard it is to constantly switch back and forth, it sucks for them. And yeah theyll say otherwise, but I just dont feel it at all anymore from these streams, but I still try cause they hired a translator so that must mean something. But if they did that to make it easier to watch live, why do they not actually engage or include EN chatters like me anymore? I didn't even feel this way back in the day during like the takoyaki stream, or their new years JP stream, or Sasuke cause I actually did feel like they were trying so hard to include the average ENtard like me. I didnt feel like this for GW because that made sense to me and they were explicit about it being for JP subs and to interact with their senpai, like a one time thing. Thats what they said right? It was unusual. Not the norm. But I feel like they do want that to be the norm now, and why wouldn't they? They're growing so much because of this. Maybe they really will skip all EN questions in this upcoming stream? Why wouldn't they if the stream isnt meant to be enjoyed by an EN fan.
Maybe I'm being irrational or maybe I've spent too much time here I dont know...
