>>38437477Hi, hello, yes liaschizo here. I'm all gunked up with Lia. There's Lia dripping out of every pore. I go to do something and there's Lia. I try to reconcile some dumb thought in my mind and I'm faced with Lia. It's a rapidly oscillating good/bad that is at least more than numb so there is that. Lia kind of makes me feel like this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbUgoqu-tb4 on initial contact but then again I don't have a strong frame of reference for the cultural significance of this music and the related baggage surrounding it so there's only some terrible burden of my own interpretation regarding the relationship between what the lyrics are supposed to invoke and their significance to my personal Lia experience. I've been schizo about Lia's use of the word "trip" to define her time off and the way she cut off her time with the other Phase Girls early. My two schizo rrats: she went to meet up with a different PC unaffiliated chuuba at disneyland or she spent it with a S/O doing healthy normal relationship stuff. Off the table: her just being a normal education orientated person prioritizing her academic career and mundane individual pursuits like she outlined on her blue bird posts. Still paranoid about the whole rabbitPL throne associated with her rm throne now redoubled with star lady doing a full blown stream on her own throne. Pippa twitter posting about throne suggestions involving a glock that was actually Lumi? I can't remember the original post and it's all mixed up but between the three ascribed thrones that they maintain my paranoia over them actually being assigned to who they say they are and the unverifiable nature of that fact has been clawing at the back of my mind. Apparently Will Wood put out a new album this year that despite some recent search I missed so mulling over the comedic dimension merge meme while the lyrical content resonates in a synchronistic manner reknitting some other broken part of my brain in whatever fashion this process demands. I guess yeah I could be doing something productive and normal and constructive, big if on any one let alone all three, so I figure at the very least someone is having a laugh about all this. I hope it's Lia like when she gave that little self satisfied autism giggle at the end of Peanut Butter Jelly time. I hurt myself in delusions not sure if it is worse if thats a real giggle from her or something entirely fabricated. I never really know how to assign that value to these actors who so fluidly move between expressions that seem impossible to me. Remember to add liaschizo to your filters to avoid schizo rambling like this in the future. As always I like Lia.
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