Just checking in to say Happy New year since i had to go to 4chan for something unrelated.
Im likely gonna be gone until late january due to personal stuff. The things ive been talking about thats kept stressing me since october has seemingly gotten better, but ill still have to check up some things regarding this and make sure it is fixed. Honestly, i have to say i was actually close to just calling it quits lately, but i talked to kuro for a bit and it helped a bit so im still hanging on for now. I dont know how much longer i have the energy to put up with the bullshit as the constant stress from living in this appartment is getting to me and i dont want to bother others too with my problems/ Depression talk so im probably gonna fuck up for most of january, not like im really needed to bump the thread constantly like back in may 2023 since you guys have been doing a pretty good job bumping the thread.
>>65644904>What the fuck? Where's nyanon? I can't believe he would let us die... That fucking whoreI was gone for like 4 days as i was isolating myself. I mentioned it before but the last week of december is usually when depression hits me the hardest since my first cat died on dec 31st 2018 so i usually isolate myself around that time. Not because of his death, but rather it just shows me another year has passed since then and things have just gotten worse since then. Actually planned to call it quits back then as it was a good point to do so but i still had some hope things could get better and got my other cats that i have to take care off. Once i can move from this shitty appartment that constantly stresses me out on a daily basis things should get better, that is if i make it until then but we'll see about that.
>>65645517I know youre likely joking, but i hope you have the space for 4 cats and their cat tress (
https://files.catbox.moe/1zo804.PNG) and 4 litterboxes. Honestly this might sound like im a crazy "cat lady" but im not, despite my depression i take proper care of my cats and clean behind them every day and keep everything clean. Youd barely notice that i have cats as i always clean litterboxes the moment they used it. Im not gonna get more and its likely gonna go down to 3 soon due to one of them getting to that age (my second cat i had since i was a kid).
>>65724679>>65726197Fucking hell, dont get yourselves hurt guys. I dont judge anyone for getting drunk but try to be carefull. For that matter, the first time i got "blackout drunk" as a kid i fell face down onto a concrete pavement. I have no scars or whatever from it, but what friends told me i was bleeding pretty badly and my face looked like people beat me up, didnt feel the impact due to being drunk as hell. Either way, that was years ago, I hope everythings going well with the recovery of that at the very least.