>>67818547i think i get what you mean
assuming you fell in love with her ASMR, then regular streams become "staying friends"
the crucial thing is, she talked about wanting to do more than ASMR a long time ago and she's been doing it consistently
so in a way you have been friends for a while already
missing the intimacy of ASMR is an interesting parallel in this analogy
overall i feel she is genuine and does intend to stream a lot in the future, it just wont be her usual ASMR streams