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This whole situation has been eye opening to me. This 'life' business doesn't last forever. I want to make memories and actually do things in life the way Ame does, instead of just being NEET. I've already taken some big steps. I've got a DENTIST appointment booked for TOMORROW and I'm very scared because I'm scared of cars and I chipped my tooth ages ago one night when I hit myself in the face with a glass and never went to the dentist or anything afterwards. I'm also looking into getting driving lessons despite my fear. Just watching tutorials online for now, seems easy. Terrifying though. I want to do things. I've been watching Vtubers for so long and I have nothing to show for it. Meanwhile all the girls have EVERYTHING to show for it. Wealth, Fame, Power. They attained it all at that one place.
I'm out of here real soon, nothing will stop me. I just can't explain it, Suisei saying 'see you again' has completely factory reset my brain and outlook. I can't even explain why but it was just so powerful for me to hear. Maybe I've just finally gone insane, don't think so though. My brains been playing that one 'kiss me' song Ame would sing a lot in karaoke on REPEAT the last few days too. I've just been learning all about driving and Japanese the last few days. I've achieved schizo-flourishing. It makes no sense to me.
