>>17722594putting up an act has gotten her more depressed and has caused massive burnout. pink jumpsuit vei was the best vei not just because of the model but because of how she acted her personality then. back then was probably closer to who she actually is and that is what endured people to her in the first place. people liked the disgruntled shit-talking gremlin that thought everything that she's currently doing was absolutely fucking cringe and made fun of it unapologetically. was vei depressed back then? Yes. But probably not as bad as she is now because she is contorting herself into something that she isn't. and she has to learn that same lesson that silver needs to learn. "Perfection is the enemy of good enough" they don't need 10K, 15K, 20K to be successful. honestly vei seemed pleasantly happy with being in that 1.5k to 4k range, once she started having an audience large enough to start making a decent enough living to start thinking about doing things she wanted to do like saving up money to get a house for herself and her family. her chasing after streamers like soda is toxic for her and is metaphorically killing her.