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I was about to go to sleep before i saw the announcement but ive been wide awake ever since; it's the same kind of numbness as hearing a relative died, almost nauseating. worse since he's just gone. it also really fucking sucks especially after seeing how much he's grown as a streamer these past nine months— from an ESL potential yab machine to an amazing artist and entertainer that helped bridge the gap between EN/JP, and now he won't even be there for the anniversary. i know you can't help emotions but i feel guilty for feeling so selfishly upset/frustrated about sonny's sudden break now... so many things i can't even put into words. my heart goes out to yuguys and the rest of noctyx. godspeed dj, thank you for everything.
