>>105945130Yeah, I feel the same way sometimes, but I try to step back for my own sanity. It’s such a nice fantasy, but no matter how much I want it, it’s never going to be mine. Every stream or event I miss just makes me feel like I’m falling behind. I know it sounds silly, but honestly, the only way to stay sane is to spread my attention across different chuubas....otherwise, it just drives me crazy.