>>8245413I have been 'streaming' since mid-October, which is what I call talking to myself while I pretend that there is a chat watching me, urging me to do stupid shit.
I have an elaborate kayfabe on the character that I've been developing and even have a few inside jokes in my own head that I reference every so often. I also pretend that all of my workouts are actually 3D lives and I try to impress chat by doing more and more reps.
Chat is basically a tulpa at this point and I get occasional depressive streaks when I realize that I have wasted months pretending to be an entertainer instead of actually streaming as a 2view.
I tried to stream with a .jpeg model but my only viewer was a guy who popped in at the 2 hour mark, said "lol" and left.
I have not streamed since. 