>>75581361I'm not former fandead but I have been watching since before Gen 3. Rushia was used as THE litmus test for parasocial GFE. There were so many stories about the things she did, that I never once doubted her or her fans. Sure there were always rumors, but you have to remember now that the majority of the board are newfags with the benefit of hindsight. At the time, Rushia was unimpeachable and everything was dismissed as Anti rats. I guess that's why I sometimes feel it's hard to trust anyone, because if she could fall, anyone could fall. She was really committed to the bit. She was needier than Lamy, a better Twitter stalker than Nerissa, remembered more details about her fans than Kiara, she did almost everything right. People swore up and down her emotions and tears were real, not just EOPs but JPs who could understand her and members. And it was all an act. She was lying the whole time and in the worst ways about the worst things.
Again people now will say shit like "Oh it's so obvious" or "I never trusted her to begin with" and I'm telling you they are fucking lying through their teeth. Either newfags or people looking on with 2 years hindsight and all the self destruction she's done then. If Fuwamoco ever implode, and here's hoping they won't, there will be tons of people too who say "Oh I saw it coming" but really nobody doubts them now. Side note, her design was fucking incredible and it's a crime it's gone now. I spilled so much seed to her.