>>13564151>>13564264It's a difficult feeling. I'm 35 and during my entire life I've never met a single girl or woman that comes close to Gura. This realization hits hard. Everyone seems paper thin compared to her. Even my first infatuations when I was a kid and a teen seem ephemeral and worthless in comparison to the feelings she arouses, and everyone says you never forget those first loves. This is to me now patently false, and it seems I've only now come to a closer realization of what love actually is.
There is intrinsic value to this. She de facto opened up and entire new world of feelings and notions to a whole lot of guys and made us more human, in a way. The sheer impact of this is something you'll carry with you for your entire life, and it will forever color your experiences and quite possibly lead to a deeper understanding of life itself. This is why I so often muse about Gura, she's incredibly fascinating and mysterious. Her existence and personality have such a tremendous gravitas and influence. It's not something that just happens, it's not something that occurs often. I believe we're in the presence of a person that gets born once in a hundred years, if not more. She's thoroughly unique, once in a lifetime kind of girl. The mere fact she exists today, and that I exist, and that the world around us is in a state of disintegration in too many ways to mention, seems utterly and completely mythical. I feel like living in a dream, a myth, a legend. What is my role here? Merely to observe and yearn for her? Something else entirely? Who can tell? Perhaps she is here to give us courage and an ideal, a driving force to see this entire shitshow to the end.
Gura, as a promise of Heaven to come. Something to fight for, something to die for.
