>>1602968arm-chair psychology
She, I'm assuming, has a low-sense of self worth, I'd guess a... let' say... 60% chance this is concomitant with some form of depression.
In such a state, you overamplify every single "bad" (read: thing YOU personally thought was bad) thing you did and minimize every good thing. To think herself unlikeable, then, she would have to really focus and amplify in her mind every time she thought was a jerk or every time she "wronged" someone (whether she actually did or not, what actually happened has no bearing on what SHE thinks happened). All the good stuff? Just glosses over it. "That's just doing what I'm supposed to." "It was nothing." Nevermind this completely ignores things like why she started streaming in the first place, which was to make people laugh and be a bit less miserable amid COVID—personally I don't think a bad person would even have that as a reason, but that's just me.
Either way, I doubt this bad Rose, this LEAI or w/e, even exists. But what I think doesn't matter, it's what she thinks, with all the good and bad that entails
t. been there, find psychology intredasting, etc.
