>>68212151>I feel like I’m wasting my life away.I feel you on that, but not on the rest.
I have a strong aversion to drugs, because I got bullied hard for not wanting to drink or smoke, I don't even drink coffee. If alcohol didn't taste disgusting to me, I'd be drowning myself in it.
I have a friend who's a druggie, he's basically always drunk, he just wants to be numb to the world and sleep forever, I feel his pain, but I don't want to lose myself like that.