>>47986970>>47999231I managed to keep up this perspective for 4 years and be fine until recently when I started interacting with chat and she talked directly to me and then all my escapist coping mechanisms evaporated and I became parasocial and I got hit by years of built up isolation and loneliness all at once and now I want to die.
So the secret is don't use chat or discord or /vt/ and watch the vtubers as anime and don't let the hope shine through
