>>76871598deep down you know that's not true and you're only holding yourself back with that thinking because you're anxious and afraid, or maybe because you're brain chemistry is messed up and you're not producing enough dopamine (its what motivates you to do things and reinforces what feels good) to motivate yourself to do things, a side effect of adhd, worsened by depression, and still with medication hard to resolve. even if you don't become as successful as juni or something like that you're still more successful that so many other people here and elsewhere. you make me happy and im sure you make a lot of other people happy and that is maybe not all that you would want to do with your life but it's a good accomplishment and you are on the right path i think. anyways my head hurts and i am sleepy so good bedge and look at this: litter.catbox.moe/69zlf1.jpg