>>79648127>>79648119It's strange to think this type of "relationship" is even possible. And in a sense that even extends to people like you. Technology has bridged so many people together yet at the same time we have to remind ourselves we're putting our best face forward when we interactin a public online space, so there's the reality of not "really" knowing the other person and the reality of understanding there's a lot of distance between you; not just kilometers and miles but also the fame of being an internet celebrity elevates your vtuber crush to a seemingly unreachable pedestal.
That's why I know I'm a fool for loving Reimu. But it is just so sweet, so comforting, a respite from my daily life.
At the very least I am aware of my circumstance and I try to make the best of it, respecting my limits and hers, the reality of our different lives too.
It's so bittersweet.
