>>50389708with great power comes great responsibility. I've only ever DM'd her when she asked me to and that was exactly one time. Anything that I want to say or that needs to be said can be done through resub messages or sub anniversaries.
Its a hard burden to bear when you're so close to talking 1-1 with a girl you love so much but you know the more you abuse this the more of a burden you're putting on her.
I think she's trying to take some of this struggle away from us through things like that list she tried to do the other day but unfortunately failing, probably causing that menhera break.
Bottom line, you dont want this power, its arguably more depressing than not having it.