>>26597247Suggestions to consider:
-Suddenly becoming a drawfag and trying to compete with her other drawfag friends is a bad idea, like other anon said. You'll be already competing in an oversaturated niche. Not to mention you'll have to grind a very difficult skill from zero (it takes years and years to be able to be a competent drawfag). Instead, try to do other things that are useful for her, clips, timestamping her VODs for viewers, creating a meme account about her in twitter etc. You have expendable income apparently, so how about commissioning a high name artist to make art of her? Chuubas need art to make schedules and thumbnails. It's also a bit of free publicity for her specially if the artist publishes their commissions in a twitter account.
-Make sure to have a well recognizable name that is the same name in your youtube/twitch channel, the same name in your twitter, the same name as your discord and the same name you donate and send DMs. You'll be hammering THAT name in her mind and might be granted accessibility while being called as THAT name.
-Keep being her paypig, devoted clipper, commenter and chat person, but one day you suddenly drop from the face of earth. No more chat participation, no more clips, no more tweets. Preferably don't even watch her videos so you don't risk fucking up this part. This keeps going on for a month or two (in this time you find something else to do, maybe the parasocial grip on you will be lesser, which is also beneficial for your sanity). To all people's notices you either died suddenly or dropped her suddenly for unknown reasons. If she keeps a list, she'll sure be wondering and this might root in some insecurities and paranoia of "where did I fuck up? I lost my biggest gachi".
Then ONE day you come back and donation bomb her as usual. If she's the kind that keeps a list, she'll be relieved and might be more pre-disposed to DMs slipped her way.
experienced groomer