>>14502042I feel my oshi has regressed as a person and I don't wanna watch her anymore.
A few months ago I thought she was lovely but with time she grew complacent, went back to her old vices and let ugly feelings grow in her heart, and barely does anything worth mentioning lately, she's just unremarkably there.
Whenever I point it out that I'm not feeling it anymore in her thread or have something to say about her recent attitude or commitment I get piled on by her fans and called an anti even though I like her more than I've ever liked any woman. Or used to. Nowadays watching her just makes me sad.
