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Can I menhera a little?
I'm actually not concerned about getting likes or reactions. I know they see my comments and appreciate my support and I don't feel the need to get special recognition.
What really ticks me off is FOMO. I have organized my day around Fuwamoco streams, but despite that, I sometimes can't catch a stream live. Having an unwatched streams in backlog makes me feel like shit and unable to enjoy current live streams. I feel like I lack the context, and I'm out of tune from Fuwamoco. I also have to stay up to date with the threads, rrats (ignoring obvious trolls) and download all relevant reaction images, sound posts so I can contribute to the community in the most ideal way. I also use a notepad to timestamp underrated moments for making my own webms and soundposts and reaction images, many of which have ended up regular posts here. I know Fuwamoco told us to not stress about catching all streams live, but I'm too obsessed and inflexible for that.
(Anyways, back to catching up to the suika SC reading...)
