>>89232636for a few days before the costume reveal I was having schizo thoughts about Ami and some of the things she does and getting frustrated with her and was either thinking of sending a maro to vent about it and explain to her what was making me feel like that or just stop watching her for a few days all together
but after the costume reveal and yesterday stream I realized those thoughts probably come from other forms of stress happening in my life and just wanting to lash out against people I care about which is something I have done before
but not against a vtuber at least I have calmed down and can continue appreciating my spidermom in peace, for now the schizo thoughts have been replaced with being uncomfortably horny for her and her new costume
