>>396353It's...right now I'd say debuff, but honestly I'm still in actual absolute shock at women like that existing. I imagine that'll fade after a few days, I'm not going anywhere.
Continuing on and working to make the most of yourself, however that looks, is key. No one's guaranteed companionship but you can make yourself a better prospect and if nothing else you'll leave the world better than it was before you came along.
But christ, the shock though