>>80790074After getting a developing colon polyp removed I went into a depressive spiral between seeing all my colleagues get hired and realizing the fragility of my mortality. My drug use was beginning to increase exponentially and I'd be up in the middle of the night high and unable to sleep, and she was on. She was on and most people didn't chat at that time but I was able to. I got affectionate and learned of an opportunity to go to wear I'd always wanted to go and even get a chance to uh, see my oshi. Little did I realize I was barreling towards a complete psychotic break from reality. I wake up one day and become convinced that I'm being spoken to through the screen by the Vtubers (the specifics aren't important). Mori was especially cruel, she loved me, or at least loved to see my fail and suffer. But I did see my oshi, it's funny, she even said "never meet your heroes"
Combining all that with learning most of her struggles are exaggerated and like, my own insecurities (and insanity) I became I genuine anti
I don't HATE her, but I hate knowing what I know
