>>40757177This is the last time I'll respond to you.
You were used, Henri. You're a fool that was played like a fiddle to fulfill certain objectives. Now you're all washed up and going down a schizophrenic spiral. There are two endings here; you realize and pull up, or you kill yourself. That's all you have to look forward to.
I wish you good luck, though I know you are too far gone.