>>5895363Silver is in her early 20s, so to lose a cat that was 20 years old means she's had him since she was a little girl. She hasn't known days without him. I had a similar situation with one of my dogs and that was not fun, but I didn't lose a family member at the same time and have a streaming career with projects and events you missed out on.
She's probably about as low as someone can get right now.