>>69969846I get how you feel, but I think I'm more focused on her.
I have already accepted that the Pomu I used to know and love died January 20th. She's not coming back and neither am I.
I have already made my choice that I'll support her no matter where she goes. The options stopped mattering to me when I made that decision. I don't really care about Vshojo, Hololive, Indie, Phase or whatever the fuck else.
As I wrote before, I just want her to be happy. If she will not be happy in Holo, then she will not make that choice. If she does, then she believes in it. That's all there is to it. Even if painful beyond words, I will also have to accept never seeing her again as an option.
I can't make that choice for her. I can just make mine. And I have.