>>17526063Don't worry anon, I've fucked up super hard too. Missed a lot of lessons (and failed) because I was super anxious about showing up. I fucked around and didn't focus hard enough. I'm going to keep trying though, and I hope you make it through too.
I always feel inferior to a lot of people in my course, but that stems from a major self-esteem problem that I need to fix personally.