>>93212725The golden days of my life were when I graduated high school and spent a year NEETing it up before joining the military; playing Guild Wars 1 and watching every single episode, OVA, and movie of Urusei Yatsura. The days right now are fine. They could be worse for certain. I am blessed in many ways, many of which I don't deserve, and for that I am grateful; but I am still alone. It is only through conscious effort that I don't let it consume every waking moment, but it is always there in the background ringing like tinnitus.