>>26352940You remind me a lot of my best friend.She has to take care of her entire family by herself because she is the only earning person and her dad suddenly died of stroke.Youre going through so much..I can tell you're tired of hearing you're a great person with amazing morals but it's the
truth.It takes a lot of strength to endure all that and still have the urge to live on.If even half of that happened to me I'd be trying to kill myself and blaming God for everything..you're a very strong person.I really hope you'll be able to land a full time job soon..you really need and deserve it.Your parents would respect you more if that happened too.Since you were able to land a job before I'm sure you will be able to do it again.Don't stop trying!