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I think... all the shit from the past few months has made me unable to enjoy vtubers anymore. I still watch my boys, but aside from that, most of the time even indies I used to like just grate on my nerves, now. Seeing the reality of just how toxic and fair-weather most people are in this industry/community really made watching everyone unbearable. And anyone who left -- not just from Niji, but anywhere -- I don't feel happy seeing them in their new incarnations: I just feel annoyed having them in my face. It's not the same. I don't know these people, or the people they hang out with now, and if I do know them, I don't often like them. Twitch is insufferable as a platform and the people on it are even worse, and that's only gotten worse now. I can't go anywhere to just discuss the people I actually give a shit about and genuinely enjoy watching except /here/, but this board is actively exhausting to have to use with the constant shitflinging -- it always has been, it's just more prevalent now. It's just tiring... and I'm sad that I've lost a thing I used to genuinely take enjoyment from. It feels less like I naturally fell out of love with it all and more that it's too much hassle and baggage to still engage with it. The thing I loved has been ruined by external factors... and it really doesn't help that many of my long-time friends are still actively engaged with the hobby and now in our shared spaces I have to constantly hear about people I either do not know, do not care about, or actively despise. It's frustrating, and I miss the past. Sorry for blogposting, but there is literally nowhere else I could say something like this and hope to be understood. Love you, anons. You're decent people, if nothing else.
Anyway, Alban sex.
