>>57724306Yeah. It's annoying because she uses my dad and my sister against me, and when I talk to them it's not like what she's saying from their own mouths. She's a manipulator of the highest degree and I think she likes me being lost so she can like you said, use me as an emotional punching bag. She seems to love drama in the family. I was enjoying Rosemi-sama's zatsu stream earlier too, and she set up her meeting right during the last 30ish or so minutes. The emotional whiplash was huge and by the time I ended talking with my mom the stream was over too.
Ended up sending my Sunday drifting around, still feeling sick and tired till I napped for a while just now. I'm going to focus on the things that help me progress and bring me happiness all the way till I breakaway from the hamster wheel. Thanks for letting me vent and thanks for empathizing and understanding, Pomie <3