>>67828838Many things are like that in life. Once you realize the inevitable fate of this hobby, you ask yourself "Why do I bother?". You eventually reach the next stream, and all the negativity washes away as your Oshi appears on the screen.
You know there will be a time when your Oshi will hit end stream and never appear again, but that doesn't mean the time spent now will be wasted. So enjoy your time with her, because it will always be something to cherish.