>>1317797I feel like that would be the aftermath of being mindraped though, and then becoming insane enough to enjoy her tentacle juice.
Its like you were her boyfriend before her ascension to Priestess
Her new form was weird enough, but the personality shift and general creepiness is what drove you to run away and hide from her.
But even that was better than her actively using her powers to crush your spirit and twist your mind. You were sure she was enjoying it.