>>12225830Boy, I really have nothing better to do this Friday evening.
Here's a reality check for you - Kronii will never be your gf. She respects and values her viewers, including me and you and everyone else here. She doesn't know how deep in you are, by the way
if she did, you would have probably been banned from her chat. No matter how much money or time you spend, you simply won't be THAT important to her, which is completely understandable, she's not an escort, she's a streamer, and she has her own life. You should see Kronii as your online friend, because that's what she would want to be.
Another important, albeit obvious, thing to mention - Kronii doesn't *really* exist. The girl who plays her doesn't act like this in real life, and of course, doesn't look like this either. It's the same with others - Bae's roommate doesn't spend her life acting like an overcaffeinated toddler, Ollie's roommate has a much lower voice, same with Kiara. Everyone is a character. You won't see Ame drop the cutesy voice and say something like "shit man, I'm so tired", even though that's probably something she does after every stream. You won't see Ina violently shout at someone in anger, even though she talked about having shouting matches with her family all the time. Kronii might be somewhat closer to reality in this regard because she's not used to an audience (similar to early Mori, which is why we have so many Deadbeats in here), but it doesn't matter - nobody ever acts naturally on camera unless they are drunk. If you were to meet Kronii's "actress" in real life, you would be in for a disappointment. Because she will not be the same "character", she would be a real human being, and that's a bigger difference than you might think.
Basically, you're tricking yourself with the most popular of modern delusions - "this celebrity tells me that they like me, so I must act like we know each other personally because that's how human brains work". Just let it go, man. Continue watching her if you want, but stop trying to convince yourself that anime girls (or Internet girls in general) exist in real life. They don't. We figured this stuff out ages ago.
