>>8121908I think everything has been already said but I want to talk about my personal experience after knowing her, this might get deep and emotional and all that shit. Excuse my ESLness, English isn't my first language.
Starting from December 2015. That's the month where I "finished" highschool. But I didn't really finish it, I couldn't because I felt like I didn't know what to do with my life. The next year, I thought that I could finish it but again I didn't because of cowardice or something else idk. From there, the next 4 years I was in the complete neetdom, leeching from my family. I wasn't really depressed or anything like that but it was difficult to find my will to live, my cat helped me a little bit.
In September 2020, I discovered hololive through Calli's debut stream. The next week, I had family problems and I was nervous about a lot of things. In October I think, I heard Tenkyuu for the first time. It was raw emotions condensed on a 4-5 minutes song. I kept hearing her covers and music but I didn't watch a single stream of her, I didn't even watch her 3rd 3D live. The next two months and a little bit of January were a little more easier thanks to hololive but that's it.
Mid January this year, I began to watch Suisei's out of curiosity. From there, I heard her story in the Aburage115's video, the video about Suisei's struggles, and her story taught me that my life wasn't so bad, she had her dreams almost crushed a few times but she kept going forward. I started to watch her almost religiously and I got to know her better. Her story gave me the strength I thought I didn't have, I'm starting to go outside more. I feel like I can accomplish something bigger. Someday I'll look back to this period and I will thank her for not giving up. I'll thank her for giving me the strength. She inspires people, she's something else. She's not a simple anime character moving her mouth when she talks. For me she is my inspiration. Plus, she's endearing, funny and smart.
