>>101048245sexuality, family, personal health, company, financials, other vtubers. we pretty much shared a lot with each other plus anything from before she was a streamer since we've known each other longer than that.
>>101048171yes
within my position i was actually trying to help her particularly avoid the situation she got herself into with the content change but a couple certain people in her staff demonized me when they noticed i was trying to change exactly what they were now getting paid to do when they weren't before. I wasn't always a bad person to her until she started siding with them and believed it over myself and a couple other dozen close friends thinking we were all trying to make her put the mask back on for our only personal enjoyment. everything I warned her that would happen eventually did and she just kept doubling down,but hey the ccv is up and more money is coming in that's all that matters, it only cost her everything else. I thought helping fund her ttrpg would have driven her attention away from her mods and their politics but I was wrong at how entrenched it is.
you can either believe me or don't, I have receipts for everything, pulling them out is hard when I'm not at home or poorly catalogued. she's completely devoid of empathy unless it's crying for herself since she completely ignored the times I told her how depressed I was about things, as embarrassing as it is to say. she just wanted to be right and I made sure she felt exactly as I felt by the end of that month, the only problem is that my verbal abuse caused a loop in her head that made her completely go off the rails. I have no idea what her current state of mind is anymore since she refuses to talk to anybody anymore that isn't directly business related. she is completely detached from reality right now to the point of calling me a "mindflayer" and our mutual friends "baby mindflayers" since they agree with me instead of her on her behavior.
this is the fucking alana thread though can you talk about that instead please
