>>62031588It's normal to suck at something you're new at. It's hard work to get good at a skill. If you let lack of confidence keep you from trying, you'll never get anywhere.
No one, literally no one, just starts doing something on a whim and is instantly, magically good at it. Go easy on yourself. It's a good feeling when you put a little work in and you realize that even though you're still not as good as you want to be, you're already much better than you ever thought you could be.