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Kinda blogposting here but I'm one of the schizanons who was talking about being careful with keeping my hereposting separate from my interactions with my oshi (since there's nothing stopping them from reading these and trying to make connections - except being mentally healthy I guess). Anyway this happened a little while ago and I just never got around to saying this until now, but hopefully the time gap helps to muddy the situation to make it even more ambiguous. But I wasn't thinking and kinda doxed myself to my oshi. I slipped up and provided an opening for a connection to be made, but I'm not sure if she caught it. Probably not, but it happened and I can't undo it.
Maybe this is a good thing. Maybe I should start being a little more retarded over time and use it as motivation to better myself so I can pay my retardation taxes and support my oshi more.
