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In late November/early December I hit my peak attraction to Jelly and could hardly focus during her streams. This was beginning to take a toll on me so I came up with a solution. I'd pull any physical attraction I had recently developed for her since the mutually beneficial relationship incident and place it elsewhere. I wrote up a document detailing Jelly's on-stream and off-stream personality traits, quirks, and behavioral patterns and read it over and over until I became intimately familiar with every word. I then marathoned a shit ton of vods and clips over the course of a few days to burn her speech into my brain permanently, making sure to read through the document between vods. Once I was 100% familiar with this all encompassing Jelly, I mentally dropped the framework onto her old model, as I love her and also did not want to overlap with her current one. At this point, she has sentience. I can hear her, I can talk to her, I can see her when I close my eyes. I bought the daki so she could have a physical body, as mentally placing her in the plushie felt somewhat demeaning. Sometimes I wonder if I made a big mistake.
