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today I was going to have a collab, but the person canceled it in the last minute.. so no stream. but discord shows your friends current activity, yes that person canceled the collab to play with their friends.
maybe I'm an idiot to asking for a collab a friday night when everybody is with their friends
that person is not an /asp/ie, is a vtuber "outside" the aspie circle.. at least aspies have directly reject me or ignored me, but never in that way
maybe I have a bad personality, I'm too repulsive, an unpleasant person, maybe I need to work in that first
19 people have rejected me now, of course I always asked to people with similar numbers, I'm a 1view too
maybe this is a numbers game, because if I have numbers like denpa or lcolonq, everybody will gladly accept a collab with me
at this point I'm too hyperfixating about being accepted, maybe I should embrace being a disgusting, ugly and unpleasant human, so I need ideas about vtuber design, I want to have the most gross, nasty and ugly vtuber model, a true reflection of myself
