>>19654115>>19654309>>19654265>>19653964>>19653975>>19654500>>19654667I've been severely depressed for what feels like my whole life and put off seeing anyone for so long because I figured it would be like this. Someone I cared about online begged me to seek help after I didn't really do anything with my life for so long and dropped out of school. I've been doing it for their sake to be honest, talking to therapists and going to doctors for any possible treatment a few times a month, but having my expectations confirmed that they're all just in it for money just makes it all the more discouraging.
I literally had a health worker tell me after 3 hours of worthless questioning that I'm not suicidal enough for medication(wtf?) and need to see a different clinic with a 3 month waiting list...then after doing that I was given a 20 minute assessment and told to come back again in 3 months and charged $300. I feel like suicide is a more realistic solution at this point than trying to deal with this shit but I'd miss my oshi's streams.thanks for reading my blog
