>>6826923Being in Nijisanji is like a dream to me but I have literally no streaming or video editing experience and if I started learning how to make videos now the audition would be over before my video is ready. Besides even if a miracle happened and they let me into NijiEN despite me being a nobody, I'd end up debuting as a nervous wreck who everyone hates, far worse than Petra and Finana and with none of their skills. So I'd rather do my reps and improve on myself for now (learning how to actually talk when gaming is another skill that needs to be learned) so I can audition maybe a year or so from now. I honestly regret all the time I spent shitposting on 4chan, maybe I'd be a better, more worthy person by now if I didn't spend so much time in this black hole.
