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I'm been obsessed with a certain really charming eroge series for the past few weeks and it hit me with this massive epiphany that I'm filling in the amalgamated pit of my weird interests, inclinations, and loneliness with cute fictional girls. I don't even fap that much, and I don't necessarily have a problem with my lifestyle at the moment. But for the past couple years I've been really into vtubers and this hobby was quickly replaced by something that gives me the same satisfaction. I don't really have a desire to follow my oshi anymore, and the general feeling is terrifying. But on the other hand I've sort welled up a new sense of confidence within my character that I know what I want and where my needs lie. I also feel a sort of regret that I wasted so much mental energy on vtubers. I don't really know how to feel.
