>>84398990yeah i will need to do so, i wonder what other girls i have missed out on just cause ive been busy thinking about her, i love her i really do i just dont know how to say it and ask for better treatment without seeming selfish, either way i see too much of her and i just need to have the final convo with her before i leave i just need closure
>>84399012thank you anon, maybe shell change probably not but i have seen her be better sort of im just really sad that she doesnt love me the same way i love her
>>84399088everything about her is a red flag, dsmp fujo etc its so fucking tiresome, why cant i work on my school work why do i have to comfort you, im not your personal maid, i have my own life my own goals i dont even know what they are other than serving her i just want to be myself and not just be an extention of her
im getting too tired to stay up and i have work in the morning, i might call off i might not im not feeling well at all, i cant keep doing this, i dont want my roommates to see me call off work ive been doing so good, im jsut tired help me i just need someone to help, im just gonna stay up i dont know, i hate my job i dont want to see my boss i should just call off, idk if im sleeping or not but im wishing the best for the lucub talking about her ex as well i wish the best for her, i cant stop rambling i just need her i love her i love her im sure lucub understands limerance be damned i was doing a lot better for a while but seeing her again her so happy just makes me happy, just being near her, holding her in my arms it just makes all the neglect worth it i just want her to know how much i love her and for her not to run away
